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[euphor1a]

Riding Soobin’s thigh

thirst drabbles (11/∞)

fandom » txt

pairing » soobin x f!reader

rating » 18+ (minors dni!)

genre » smut, established relationship.

word count » ~ 1460

warnings » profanity, light dom/sub undertones, reader is thirsty, teasing, implied size kink, thigh riding, dirty talk, breast play, lmk if i missed anything!

You know he’s probably working on something important. The furrow between his eyebrows and his hyper focused eyes are kind of a clear giveaway. So, it’s probably for the best and the most natural thing to not bother him until he’s done. You know.

But God, why does he have to look so sexy while working? The glasses that sit low on the bridge of his nose being the most criminal of it all. You wonder if you’re a total weirdo for feeling so turned on by a rather simple thing.

To your defense, this is the first time you’ve seen Soobin working from home. And, he doesn’t exactly wear his glasses frequently. But then again, it hasn’t been long enough since you started to spend more time at each other’s places, often staying the weekends together instead of going on dates. 

“Soobin-ah~” you coo, hoping, praying that he answers. God, you are so desperate, down bad. 

“Mhm?” He answers, long fingers quickly typing something away on his MacBook. His gaze is transfixed on the screen, not once reverting towards you. The strangeness that’s been pooling in your stomach increases tenfold. You want him. Fuck, you might as well be crazy. 

“Soobinnie…” you mewl, wanting nothing more than his attention right now. 

Soobin looks at you for a split second, his face blank. “What happened?” 

You sigh, mumbling an almost inaudible ‘nothing’ and lowering your head. He shrugs it off, going back to his work nonchalantly. What can you possibly tell him? That you’ve been admiring him for half an hour now and you’ve made yourself wet in the process?

But you’re no quitter. It’s embarrassing to tell him out loud, but you can surely do something to get him on board instead of confessing your sins, right? 

You unbutton his oversized shirt you’re wearing as silently as possible, taking small steps to reach where he’s sitting on the couch, completely unaware of your intentions. 

“Baby, what are you doing?” Soobin hisses under his breath, caught off-guard by the feeling of your warm hands squeezing his shoulders firmly. 

“I thought you could use a massage.” Your voice is gentle, scared of rejection. 

He can’t help the smile that curls his lips upward. “Aww, thank you, my love.” Your heartbeat picks up speed, hands continuing their journey across his broad shoulders. It only turns you on more, thinking about the times you had scratched up his back while he fucked you so good. 

You let your thumbs rub soothing circles around his neck, earning a groan from Soobin. It makes you clench around nothing, a trigger flipping inside you. 

So you lean down, dropping a fleeting kiss on his neck to test the waters. To your dismay, he doesn’t react to it at all. You swallow nervously, nuzzling the crook of his neck, more bold with your kisses now.

Soobin halts momentarily, your ministrations sending shivers down his spine. He has no clue why you suddenly did that, but he can guess what you really want when you reach for his earlobe and start nibbling at it.

“Oh, I didn’t realize that it was supposed to be this sort of massage.” He teases you, still trying to focus on his work. But you aren’t having any of it.

You hum in response, letting your hands wander off towards his chest, your mouth hungrily sucking a hickey on his neck. Soobin shudders as you slowly move downward, stroking his thighs teasingly before squeezing them rather roughly.

“Fuck,” he groans, your hands sneaking under the material of his shorts swiftly. He grits his teeth, your fingers gently caressing the sensitive skin of his inner thigh. It’s almost ticklish — but in a very good way, goosebumps spreading all over him. He can also feel his cock starting to stir in the confines of his boxer-briefs, a sigh escaping him.

Soobin removes the MacBook from his lap, spreading his thighs apart, giving you access to more. You smirk, excited to see that your plan has worked. But, you continue to stimulate his soft spots to get him properly aroused, so that he doesn’t back off later on. 

But the more you see his thighs, the more you realize that you want to feel them against your pussy. The way his muscles contract every time you hit a more sensitive area has you feeling dizzy. You’re not sure why this is the first time you’re noticing how strong and thick his thighs are. But it really shouldn’t be a surprise — considering that he’s pretty big in every aspect possible.

After a while of teasing him, you go over to the opposite side to face him, quite impatient by now. You’re met with a pair of dark, dilated pupils, drinking you in with desire. You shiver under his gaze, discarding your panties and positioning yourself over his left thigh. 

Soobin quirks an eyebrow as he watches you with piqued interest. His hands come up to caress your sides underneath the shirt loosely hanging from your shoulders. You lean down to capture his lips in a searing kiss, your hands around his neck. Soobin reciprocates with the same hunger, his tongue entangling with your own. 

As the kiss gets heavier, the urge to have some friction between the two of you grows rapidly. And to relieve you from your misery, you start to lower yourself on his thigh. Soobin growls when your wet folds make contact with his bare thigh, his hand squeezing your ass firmly. “Fuck! So impatient that you wanna get off on my thigh, huh?” 

You mewl needily in response, rubbing yourself against his thigh. “I just, I just wanted to see how it feels…” 

“Aw, I’m always happy to fulfill your cute little fantasies. How is it, baby?” Soobin enquires, dropping a soft kiss on your shoulder. 

“Hmm, so good.”  You hum as you continue rolling your hips in slow and smooth circles. Honestly, you didn’t know what to expect, but this is so much better than anything you could possibly think of. You can feel your juices wetting his skin, the friction oh so delicious. Soobin reaches up to tuck a stray lock of hair between your ear fondly, his hand on your waist — guiding you on himself. 

You sigh at his touch, moving your hips with a passion in an attempt to get yourself off. He caresses your back before sliding off the shirt from your body and throwing it off somewhere. Soobin grabs both of your breasts immediately, looking like a starved man who’s just been presented with a full course meal.

“So soft.” Soobin murmurs before taking one of your erect nipples into his mouth, his fingers teasing the other. A strangled whimper escapes you, your nails raking on his clothed chest — the delicate material getting snagged in a few places. He’s so good at sucking your tits, alternating between twirling his tongue in circles around your nipple and sucking and nibbling lightly. You can’t help but let out a string of moans as waves of pleasure crash through your body.

“Nngh, Binnie,” You cry out, “Feels– s’good!” He smiles softly in response, his adept tongue slurping at your stiff, sensitive peaks. 

Soon enough, you start to feel your pussy spasming and every little sensation amplifying with each roll of your hips.

Soobin licks his bottom lip, eyes hungrily watching your every motion as you move so desperately to get yourself off on his thigh. Knowing very well that you’re very close to your release, he thumbs your clit gently to assess your reaction.

“Ugh, Soobin!” Your whimper encourages him to go on, calloused thumb rubbing your clit, adding more to the pleasure from his thigh. He leans forward, whispering lowly into your ear as he feels the heat of your cheeks against his own, letting out breathless moans.

“Do you like fucking my thigh like that, hm? You like it when your pussy rubs against my thigh and makes a mess?”

“God, yes!” You squeal, moving frantically against him, your cunt starting to pulsate as you start shaking. Soobin grunts, his lips finding yours again and again, muffling your loud moans. 

“I’m gonna come.” You whimper helplessly, his expert fingers teasing out the pleasure from you. It feels unspeakably good, your hips moving on their own, slippery folds gliding along his wet skin.

“Then come, baby. Cream all over my thigh like the needy girl you are.” Soobin murmurs huskily, clenching the muscles of his thigh.

And that does it for you. You moan his name urgently, your body breaking out in exhilarating sensations as orgasm hits you in tidal waves. He holds you close, his cock twitching as you try to recover, your nectar sleeking his leg even more. 

˗ˏˋ꒰ 💌 author’s notes ꒱

thank you so much for reading <33!! i hope this was enjoyable! it was... an experience rewriting this old work from my old blog🧍🏽‍♀️ (s/o to the sweet, sweet anon who asked me to repost this long ago)! my apologies for any mistakes left in there!

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[hannie-dul-set]

HOME FOR THE BITCHLESS [3].

SYNOPSIS. wherein your friend offers a room for you to crash in while your dorm is being renovated, but fails to mention that your new housemates don’t know how to talk to women (oh, and they also have an ongoing bet about you, too).

PAIRINGS. choi soobin, choi beomgyu, lee heeseung, park jongseong, sim jaeyun, park sunghoon x female! reader. GENRE. housemates! au, rom-com, sitcom, reverse harem time baby. WARNINGS. mild terrorization, sunghoon has a mental breakdown, beomgyu thinks shoulders are inappropriate, swearing. WORD COUNT. 3.2k.

TAGLIST. @cerealdreamwriter @tyongff-ff @dinonuguaegi @certifiedmoa @blueberrgyuu0 @primantha @blu3bell4 @nunugget @hoshi-is-ult-bbg @captivq @tocupid @seosalad @ddazed-lhs @gyuszie @mifuyuyo @error-cant-function @twocupsofsuga @flowerbe0m @dangerousconnoisseurbanana

NOTE. i like to call this the sunghoon chapter. the rest of the boys will get their own chapters too in the future, pls tell me who your favorite boy is so far 😔.

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CHAPTER 3 — it takes a lemon related accident to get a man to talk.

TODAY IS THE DAY YOU FINALLY FIND OUT WHAT PARK SUNGHOON’S FUCKING DEAL IS. You can only go on for so long of nothing but ominous eye contact and two-worded conversations before you start considering manslaughter (three weeks). You’re going to make him tell you what his goddamned problem is within today even if he ends up punching you in the face (because he always looks like he’s on the brink of doing that, anyway).

The first step to this operation is observation. You have been discreetly watching him this past week, taking note of his daily routine and there are two notable things that you have discovered— one, he leaves his room every single day at three in the afternoon, and two, he returns home at nine in the evening. That’s enough information for you to work with. You have this thing in the bag.

Your next step is preparing for battle. By one in the afternoon, you’ve already showered, blow dried your hair, and dressed in the prettiest outfit you quickly pulled from your closet (a nice chiffon maxi skirt paired with a lacy camisole because nothing lowers a man’s guard better than bare shoulders). You even put on makeup today. If this plan ends up being a failure, you’re going to kill Sunghoon and then yourself.

“You look pretty today,” Jay informs you when you invade his room for the sole purpose of having an outfit check in front of his full-length mirror. “I mean, you’re always pretty. It’s just you’re even prettier today. Like when even though you always make rose tteokbokki for your friends everyday, for some reason the color is just a lot more vibrant this day and it looks extra delicious?”

“Thanks.” You give him a pat on the back and exit the room.

Right when you start climbing up the stairs back to the third floor, your two-forty five alarm goes off. Perfect. It’s all going according to plan. You position yourself in the small space between your room and his, leaning against the archway with a feigned air of nonchalance. 

The familiar click of a lock breaks the silence. You prepare to strike.

“Hey.”

It’s almost funny how Sunghoon immediately flinches at the sound of your voice, but you’re not here to laugh. You’re here to strike a conversation because for some reason, that’s completely impossible with the guy you’re currently staring down. He’s already recovered from the initial shock. You push through even though he’s scaring you shitless. “Can we talk for a sec?”

Apparently, you cannot talk for a sec because Sunghoon immediately starts walking, but you’ve foreseen this. You know he’d ignore you so you quickly kick your foot against the other side of the opening, barricading him inside this small corner with an outstretched leg. 

Bam!

“I asked if we could talk.”

You watch as his eyes fly open in shock, taking a step forward only to jump back from your rather aggressive obstruction. Your arms are crossed, waiting for him to finally open his fucking mouth and surrender. He’s got nowhere to run.

Or, so you thought. Because he does have a way to run, and that is under your leg when he slides underneath as if it’s a fucking limbo stick. It gets a little breezy under your skirt when he skids right by. What the fuck. Is the idea of having to talk to you really that abhorrent to him? Are you seriously considering chasing after him right now?”

“Hey, wait!”

Yes, you are.

Sunghoon is fast. He’s running and running down the hall, down the stairs to the second floor, and you’re right at his fucking heels. You’ve prepared endlessly for this day and you have no intentions on letting him slip away like a slimy lizard. However, you might have made some flagrant miscalculations with your physical abilities, because the moment you reach the bottom floor, Sunghoon is widening the gap, and you’re just about to hack out your lungs and die.

How much stamina does this bastard have? Heeseung emerges from Jake’s room the moment Sunghoon speeds by, and you just barely manage to hold onto the door for support before you give up and start panting. “What’s going on? Are you two playing tag?”

You collapse to the ground. This is too much cardio. “No, I’m trying to kill him,” you say in between bated breaths. “But nevermind, I can’t do this anymore. Can you help me up? I can’t feel my fucking legs.”

When you look up at Heeseung, you notice that he’s brought a brick form of Iron Man from your friend’s room, cradling the red and yellow figure to his chest as hesitant eyes stare down at you with flushed cheeks. “I—I can. I can help,” he chokes out.

“Then help me?”

He simply stares at the arm you have reached out, waiting in the air for his retrieval. You sigh, holding onto the door instead to pull yourself up. Honestly, you shouldn’t have expected anything. “Heeseung, are you mysophobic?”

“What? No, what makes you say that?” The fact that looks relieved that you gave up on him plucks on your irritation. “I love my gay friends.”

You blink. “Nevermind. Can you at least tell me where Sunghoon is going? He usually leaves the house at this time, so I’m curious. Do you have an idea?”

“Oh, he has work,” he answers. “Hoon has the afternoon shifts at The Lounge. I think he works all days on weekdays.”

The Lounge is a cafe near your university (not that you’ve been there. Overpriced ice coffee isn’t exactly within your weekly budget). It’s a little far from this neighborhood and as far as you can recall Sunghoon goes to a different uni for sports medicine, so you’re not sure why he’s working there out of all places. “Alright. Thanks.” You’re careful not to brush against Heeseung when you pass by. One day, you’ll be dealing with him and his suspected germ problem with you, but at the moment your plate is still full with a different problematic male.

You fish for your wallet and phone in your room before crawling back downstairs. However, just when you’re about to grab your sandals from the foyer, you’re stopped by Beomgyu blocking your path. He’s leaning against the wall, waving the PD&J in front of your face (Jay was onto something when he gave it that nickname). “Pay up,” he demands. All these men are stressing you out.

“Why?”

For the sake of maintaining an amicable relationship with your housemates, you surrendered your jar monopoly and agreed that you’d all be using the money for additional grocery budget. However, you do not understand why the fuck you have to pay up now.

“Indecent attire,” is Beomgyu’s justification.

“Beomgyu, my tits aren’t even out.”

He parrots your statement in an annoying voice and you desperately want to punch him. If he wants to pick a fight, he should at the very least hide his blushing and look you in the eye. Your battle armor is working a little too well. “Move. I have another bastard to chase down.” But you don’t have time for him. Goddamnit, you have more men to confront after you’re done with Sunghoon. You shove past Beomgyu and leave the house, on your way to The Lounge with an unshakeable determination to fuck Park Sunghoon up.

It takes you a good twenty minutes to arrive at The Lounge, but you don’t walk in the cafe immediately. Through the large front windows, you spot Sunghoon serving a tray of drinks to some customers behind the counter. Oh, so he can be a normal person if he wants to. He’s even smiling and shit (he has a pretty smile. Why doesn’t he smile at you like that). With a huff, you push open the entrance and bulldoze through the door, stomping up to the counter while planning out your order in your head.

“Welcome! How may I hel—” Sunghoon’s customer service smile glitches when he realizes it’s you. “—he-help you?”

“Hi! Can I have an iced americano without the ice?”

“I’m—I’m sorry?”

You give him the sweetest, honey-dipped stretch of the lips that you can muster. “Iced americano. No ice. Oh, and can you get rid of the espresso shot, too?” 

Sunghoon tries to clarify your order. You talk in circles until you finally settle with a glass of lemonade. This is the first time you’ve heard him talk this much which is honestly such a shame because he really does have a nice voice. Unfortunately, he goes mute around you unless his literal job actually requires him to communicate.

He scribbles your name onto the plastic cup and he asks if you don’t mind waiting. You settle on the table nearest to the counter because you want to keep stressing him out. He is. He has been very stressed from the moment you entered the store and it’s evident from how you hear a resounding swear from his workstation when he accidentally puts in too much lemon reserve in your cup and has to remake your drink.

You thought he’d finally gotten over his bad habit of staring, but you catch him flashing looks at you from time to time and at the moment— it’s rather prolonged. He’s looking at you so intently as he puts on the cup sleeve and calls out your name. You fear that you might have made a mistake because if there’s anything you know well about Sunghoon, it’s the fact that he has a very intense and very intimidating stare.

Like right now, as he continues staring when you get up from your seat to retrieve your drink. Seriously, what’s his fucking problem? You intend on staying here until the end of his shift and maybe corner him in the alley next to the cafe. You might be mildly afraid of him, but you’re not a pussy. You’re gonna settle this once and for all.

“Here’s your order.”

Sunghoon hands over your lemonade but for some reason, he doesn’t let go. You furrow your brows, pulling the cup towards you but it’s like his fingers are glued to the sleeve. He looks like he wants to say something, playing tug of war on your drink as he stalls, but you’re really getting annoyed now. A sharp tug on your end has the drink slipping out from both of your hands— painting a nice, yellow tinted splash all over the top that Beomgyu deemed indecent.

Now, it actually is indecent.

You’re speechless. Sunghoon’s face is flushed scarlet. Thank fucking god you ordered a cold drink.

Things weren’t supposed to go this way.

It’s not yet time for his break, but Sunghoon is already pacing back and forth in front of the breakroom, biting on his thumbnail as a mixture of anxiety and shame floods through his veins after royally screwing up. Fuck, he fucked up. He’s absolutely, absolutely, violently fucked himself in the ass and he has no idea how to salvage this.

He just wanted to apologize for sliding under your skirt earlier at the house, but the words wouldn’t jump out of his fucking mouth so he tried stalling and ended up giving you an unscheduled, lemon-flavored bath. His voice just stops working. It goes into total shutdown when he’s looking at you. It’s pathetic.

Normally, he can talk to people just fine. He gets into arguments with his sister over the phone on a daily basis. Hell, it’s even routinary for him to tell Jay to eat shit.

But something about pretty girls with equally pretty smiles makes it harder to string together sentences, okay?

And It’s not just a him problem. All of your house residents can’t talk to you normally, either, but he doesn’t want to stutter like a dumbass in front of you like Soobin and Heeseung hyung. Jake doesn’t count because he doesn’t even perceive you as a woman.

However because of that fear, he ends up not saying anything altogether. It’s hopeless. He’s as good as out of the running for the fucking bet they called (not that he thought he had a chance to win, anyway).

The breakroom door clicks open. He jitters on the spot.

“Sunghoon?”

Your head pops out from the crack in the door, your now clothed shoulder also peeking through. When you walk out, you’re now wearing the spare top he’s supposed to change into after his gym session later. Now that shirt is on you, and it isn’t helping his you-triggered state of emergency at all. “Thanks for the change of clothes.”

“I—I remade your drink.” For the second time. “Sorry about that.” Okay. You’re doing great, Sunghoon. You’re so cool, so awesome, and if you keep this up, you’ll be home free. You can do it.

You chase the straw with your lips. Why is he staring at your lips? “Sorry for spilling my drink all over me, or sorry about running away from me earlier like I had an infectious disease?”

He gulps. You’re really not making it easy for him to talk to you.

“Look, I think Heeseung acting as if I had cooties is enough of a constant attack to my pride. I might actually snap if you start avoiding me like the plague, too. Seriously.” Sunghoon remembers that he also twisted your arm at one point. He should add that to his list of apologies.

“Th—that wasn’t my intention. I was just afraid of running late.”

“Sure,” you scoff. “That doesn’t explain why the fuck you keep staring at me like you want me dead, though.” Looks like he has a lot more to apologize for. “Sunghoon, be honest. Do you have a problem with me? Like, have I done anything to offend you or something?”

“No, of course not!” he exclaims. “It’s just that—”

And like usual, his voice breaks down. Out of order, like a rundown machine. This is the fucking problem, it’s always the fucking problem, but he can’t just tell you that you make him feel nervous, can he? He can’t tell you that his vocal chords rupture when you’re around, making it impossible for him to talk, so he resorts to staring and staring and staring and hoping that if he stares long enough, you’ll somehow read his mind and get the idea of what he wants to say. 

That clearly hasn’t been working. In fact, it’s making things worse so he has to come clean and oh god, you’re gonna think he’s so lame and he’ll never live past this moment until the day he dies a miserable, lonely death. 

It’s the 21st century— why isn’t mindreading an freaking option yet? You look so genuinely upset that he can feel his heart clench up like an asshole. He should just rip his eyes out to repent.

“I’ll...try to stop staring, I’m sorry.”

“No, that’s not the problem, Sunghoon.” Your tone is filled with exasperation and he’s just driven further into guilt. “I have a feeling that you simply just have an unfortunate case of the resting bitch face, but you know what would help? If you actually say ‘hi’ instead of just ominously staring at me. That way I’d know you’re not preparing to throttle me.”

Is his blank expression really that bad? His brows furrow. He’s never gotten any bad feedback about his face before.

But here he goes again. Thinking his thoughts instead of speaking out loud. You let out a sigh and he feels infinitely worse, but he can’t keep stalling because he has to get back to work, and his co-worker is already giving him impatient looks, and he feels like talking is only making things worse. “Can you wait for a while? My shift isn’t over yet, but my break is in thirty minutes.”

“Yeah, sure. Sorry for disturbing you.”

While he’s making drinks and serving customers, Sunghoon makes sure to plot out his entire explanation speech so that you won’t think he’s entirely pathetic. But thirty minutes go by so quickly and the moment his break arrives and he’s pulling out the chair in front of you, all the paragraphs he’s carefully constructed disappear into nothing. Gone. Head absolutely empty save for the thought that this almost feels like a date. But this is not a date. This is a fucking interrogation.

“Say your piece.”

You don’t even give him a chance to prepare. You’re ruthless.

“Well—” So, he starts. He skips over the part that you make him nervous but that aside, he makes the confession that although he does find it difficult to talk to you due to a certain, specific, undisclosable reason (because you’re a girl and you’re pretty), he definitely isn’t plotting your murder, and Sunghoon’s cadence becomes slower, a lot more jagged when he notices the expression on your face. You’re smiling, but it’s not the pretty smiles you usually give him. This one feels a lot more ominous. Is this how you feel when he accidentally stares at you for too long? Should he be scared?

“—And that’s it, but why...why are you looking at me like that…?”

“It’s nothing.” It’s definitely not nothing. Sunghoon’s eyes follow your movement as you rise from your seat. “What kind of drinks do the rest of the guys like?”

“Jay likes americanos and Soobin hyung— wait.” He’s also up now. He doesn’t know he’s standing up, but he is. “You’re leaving already?”

“Do you want me to stay?”

At this point, you’re just doing this on purpose. What the fuck is he supposed to say to that? “Are we good…now?” hesitantly, he tries to make sure. Something is off and he knows it.

“Yeah. We’re good,” you hum, finishing up your lemonade and leaving it on the table. “See you at home. Oh wait, the drinks.” Sunghoon feels uneasy with this conclusion, but he wordlessly follows you to the counter anyway and takes your takeout orders. You’re just gonna go? Why aren’t you making fun of him for being a loser? Why are you just taking the drinks from him without mentioning anything? 

“Thanks. I’ll come by more often,” you tell him, and it just furthers his confusion. “I can also bring some of my friends so you can keep practicing how to talk to pretty girls. Oh, this latte is yours.”

Ah.

Of course.

There it is.

“Hoon?” You wave a hand in front of his eyes. “Sorry, am I making you nervous again?”

Sunghoon wants to die. 

“Can you just— can’t you just forget everything I told you?”

You shake your head and flash him a smile. The smile that always makes him stupid and nervous. Dammit, why do you have to be so pretty? Why must your smile be so pretty and erode his brain into mush? It doesn’t help when you reach out a hand to give him two soft pats on the cheek. It doesn’t help when the warmth of your touch lingers and burrows deep into his skin. “No way. Not when you’ve finally made so much progress! Let’s keep working on it, okay?” 

Sunghoon is finally able to breathe the moment you exit The Lounge, and he nearly collapses into the ground.

The misunderstanding between the both of you has been cleared up— at the cost of his pride and dignity (not that he has much of that in the first place). How the fuck is he supposed to face you after all of this, much less talk to you.

Words. What even are they?

HOME FOR THE BITCHLESS. © hannie-dul-set.

[binniesoob]

Heyo Jo, I drop another thing into your ask box because I recently watched the Sugar Rush Ride (Japanese version) MV and I've fallen in love with this frame in particular

I LOVE IT 😭

It's so aesthetically pleasing that it can be used in a moodboard or something 🥺

But it also made me wonder in which part of the timeline we are here. In this one it seems that TxT have come back into Magic Island after "ages" so I was wondering if they're hinting the next chapter (get it? 🤣) into their storyline or not. The amount of butterflies I saw here makes me think so.

Also maybe it's a little obvious but Yeonjun keeps having that little scar/wound on his nose and he looks so adorable 🥺

I remember he had it in other previous eras so I was wondering if there was a connection to it (maybe his characterization?) or it's just a simple aesthetic detail that the visual directors keep adding on him because it's appealing.

Also I listened to Hydrangea Love too.

A soft cute ballad from them I CAN'T I love them 😭 idk if it can be included into the lore because it's an OST 🤔

Also I tried to at least finding some meaning behind the title because we don't have an official translation yet (and I think we'll get one only when Sweet will be released completely) and UGH, they should have choosed another flower instead of the hydrangea, that flower has so, so, soo many different meanings my head exploded when I tried to do some research about it.

Maybe they hinted something in the concept photos by putting some hydrangea there but I suck on recognising flowers so 😅🥲

End of this stream of consciousness for now, I think some of this rambling can help a little for the future posts about the lore ig

I tried to be vague because I don't remember if you like being spoiled of things or not BUT if you don't mind spoilers maybe next time I might come back on your ask box and making longer ramblings 🤣

finally answering this too!! 😭

MOOD!! THAT FRAME IS GORGEOUS!! they made a very good use of the CGI!! also perfectly delivers how txt are inside an illusion crafted by the devil!!

for the timeline, in the beginning we see yeonjun in his car that got away at the end of gbgb jap ver! he has an incident and gets transported to magic island/neverland. all of the others get transported too from wherever they are and they are able to reunite. so i think srr jap fits after gbgb jap that goes after loser=lover 👍

yeonjun with that scar on his nose is indeed adorable 😔 this frame especially is majestic likeeee look at that 🤯

tbh i think both? it's like the aesthetic of having a band-aid over your noise bridge! but yeah, it's also an occurring theme for yeonjun 😮 honesty i didn't investigate if having a scar on your nose has a meaning 🤔 (if anyone knows feel free to explain it to us <3), anyways, the fact that he always has scars connects to his impulsive and risk-taking nature. and he's also a fighter! in the star seekers his weapon is a sword so he is definitely more exposed to being injured in combat than soobin for example, who is an archer.

Hydrangea love is such an heartfelt song 🥺 it's so pretty!!! soft rock too!!! i love it!!! i honestly didn't have time to analyse the lyrics and see if i connects to the lore 😭 but i have a feeling it does 👀 it sounds like a goodbye song to their first love from freeze and minisode 2..

i suck at recognising flowers too lol 😭 if you found out anything about this pls let me know 🙏

all the ramblings and asks and comments ALWAYS help for the lore so thank you so much!!! and it makes everything more fun and interesting 🥰 it's my fav part eheh

i'd love longer ramblings 👀 and spoilers are okay, anyone can drop them anytime, at most I will reply later if at a specific moment I prefer to see something with my own eyes first and try to understand it ;)

sorry again for answering this SO LATE 😭😭😭 and thank you so much for sending this ❤

[bbhyeoliskooks]

May I please have a reaction to their Crush being very shy, and clinging to them during social situations. Thank you!

❝𝐂𝐥𝐨𝐮𝐝 𝟗.❞

TXT’s Reaction to their shy crush staying next to them during a social situation. 

Genre: 4 cups of fluff ofc <3

Warnings: None

Song: Cloud 9

최 연준:

༺♥︎ One of your friends wanted to invite you to a party happening this weekend at their significant other’s place where there were obviously many people wanting to go due to their popularity

༺♥︎ Filled with many people... doing their own thing... and not being socially awkward unlike you...

༺♥︎ So at first you refused as politely as you could???!!!

༺♥︎ BECAUSE WTF YOU WERENT READY FOR ANYTHING LIKE THAT CONSIDERING YOU WERE THE MOST SHY PERSON EVER???!!!

༺♥︎ but then your friend just wiggled their eyebrows and smirked at you with a mocking tone- clearly knowing everything about you inside and out,

༺♥︎ “Yeonjun is going to be there~”

༺♥︎ ... it would be a lie to say that you weren’t whipped for that boy

༺♥︎ ... it would be a lie too to say that you knew he reciprocated your feelings back as well

༺♥︎ So.... if you were THAT whipped, you would actually go

༺♥︎ Guess what! that happened 😐 and now you’re stuck at a party in the corner just searching for your friend who abandoned you for their significant other and perhaps some other person you knew a little just for some comfort when a familiar figure showed up 

༺♥︎ “Y/N, that’s you, isn’t it?”

༺♥︎ OMGOMG THAT SILKY VELVET VOICE THAT GAVE YOU SM BUTTERFLIES PLS YOU KNEW EXACTLY WHO THAT PERSON WAS AT THAT MOMENT

༺♥︎ “Ah, hi Yeonjun? I had no clue you were going to be at this party,” you chuckled awkwardly and squeezed the red solo cup in your hand whilst hoping to make eye contact with him

༺♥︎ The boy raised an eyebrow, joining you in the corner to which you were thankful for since you probably looked odd just hanging out where nobody else was

༺♥︎ At least you wouldn’t have to make the first move anymore like you’ve been dreading 😌 !!

༺♥︎ “On the other hand,” he replied, “I didn’t know you’d be here... although I’m pretty thankful since there’s really no one else I’d want to hang out with except you.”

༺♥︎ why did your face feel so hot all of a sudden...?

༺♥︎ and why was your heart going 100 mph 😔

༺♥︎ “I-”

༺♥︎ “Yeonjun! We’ve been looking all over for you! Where have you been?”

༺♥︎ Was that... Choi Soobin with Huening Kai? 

༺♥︎ You smiled awkwardly, staring at your shoes that were glued to the floor

༺♥︎ It was as if Yeonjun knew you were uncomfortable, and he quickly shuffled you to stay behind him

༺♥︎ “Oh, really? Sorry, guys, I didn’t mean to ditch-- but as you can see, I’m occupied over here.”

༺♥︎ Kai stared at you the whole time like you were someone familiar, and you shyly waved at him

༺♥︎  He gasped, and you felt your blood run cold-- DID YOU DO SMTH WRONG???!!

༺♥︎ “Huh wait, aren’t you Y/N? We’ve heard a lot about you from Yeonjun!”

༺♥︎ qué. what. 

༺♥︎ He told them about you of all people...?

༺♥︎ Yeonjun decided to answer for you when you were at a loss for words, clearly not expecting that he would say something about you to his closest friends

༺♥︎ “Aren’t they adorable?”

༺♥︎ “Yeonjun, what-”

༺♥︎ The boy just smiled adoringly at your reaction, pulling you closer as you clung unto his arm tightly

༺♥︎ “Could you get some drinks for me? Anything will do! And thank you so much.”

༺♥︎ Once you heard their footsteps become faint, you sighed in relief and tried to maintain a distance from Yeonjun until he quickly stopped you on his own

༺♥︎ He just gazed deep into your eyes when you muttered in confusion, causing you to look away as soon as you felt that spark of electricity pierce through your body

༺♥︎ “It’s okay... you can stay with me. I promise I’ll protect you from everyone else,” he said with an adorable blink wink ;)

༺♥︎ “Are you sure? I don’t want to be a bother,” you asked unsure, still holding onto his hand to which he squeezed when he sensed your uncertainty :(

༺♥︎ “Of course, Y/N. After all, why wouldn’t I want to protect someone who means the world to me?”

최 수빈:

༺♥︎ You and soobders were close friends

༺♥︎ VERY close friends 😏

༺♥︎ where they both obviously gave feelings for each other but they just don’t know it yettt 😩

༺♥︎ And so... after some critical thinking on what to do both you and Soobin  decided on the fact that you’ll both be going on a double date LIKE A COUPLE-- as if you two don’t want that smh it’s so obvious 🙄

༺♥︎ To be honest you were a bit annoyed that you had to see two new strangers on whatever this date was

༺♥︎ Well... I mean, you trusted them since they were Soobin’s friends and he could see through someone’s soul easily- and that meant you had no reason to be suspicious of them

༺♥︎ but thanks to your shyness (which ofc isn’t a bad thing, please remember sweeties !), you were sure you wouldn’t be able to say anything without stuttering or awkwardly laughing in between the couple moments of silence

༺♥︎ However, you knew Soobin would be there and the whole time he’d be trying to ease you up little by little so you’d be comfortable

༺♥︎ how lucky you are to have him by your side huh :(( and that’s the exact reason why you were so fond of the boy

༺♥︎ In no time, Soobin picked you up from your house and you swore you felt your heart skip a beat

༺♥︎ He was as handsome as always okay now i know im simping hard but his hair was gelled up to the side where you could see his glorious forehead and his doe eyes that melted your soul every time you made eye contact with him

༺♥︎ When he saw you, he immediately held out his hand to make sure you wouldn’t fall accidentally while walking together LIKE A TRUE GENTLEMAN :(((

༺♥︎ “I’m so happy I chose you as my date,” he spoke randomly, smoothing out his green shirt, “I’m sure nobody else would be perfect for it except you.”

༺♥︎ and so with you freaking out internally about his sweet compliment, you reached the restaurant just on time since it was only 5 minutes away

༺♥︎ “Okay... now we just have to act like a couple, are you ready for that?”

༺♥︎ You smiled- a bit unsure if you could do it- but the grin he reflected back made you realize that you could as long as he was with you

༺♥︎ “Well, I’ll try to be,” you replied, shaking a bit when you saw the couple you assumed to be Soobin’s friends waving from the window

༺♥︎ His eyes turned into crescents, and he slipped his hand into yours again which felt perfect before going inside the warm restaurant

༺♥︎ How did that double date go? Um...

༺♥︎ They were, of course, great people that made your stomach hurt with their jokes... and they were welcoming towards you when you introduced yourself... but... 

༺♥︎ At some point during the date, one of them kept asking questions about you over and over again

༺♥︎ You were sure they didn’t mean to make you uncomfortable, but you hated all the attention you were suddenly getting

༺♥︎ Fortunately, only Soobin could tell you were feeling weirded out a little and hurriedly changed the subject so they could all talk about something else

༺♥︎ And when those two were gone after a so called emergency.... Soobin was on cloud 9 since you trusted him yet again, meaning that he was the first one you came to whenever you didn’t feel safe

༺♥︎ He happily let you closer to him, wondering if you really liked holding his hand as much as he did

༺♥︎ “It’s okay,” he cooed gently, leaning into your embrace when you laid your head onto his shoulder, “now since we’re here by ourselves and I’m starving again... could we go on a real date this time?”

༺♥︎ bam he pulled out the prettiest red rose you had ever seen in your life and by gosh- how could you say no?!!

최 범규:

༺♥︎ YAYAYAYA ONE OF YOUR CLOSEST FRIENDS ARE GETTING MARRIED OMG 🥺

༺♥︎ You were so happy for them <3 that you were able to celebrate this joyous occasion and gape at how pretty everyone else was when they dolled themselves up- although it was more of the fact that you were witnessing true love right in front of you~ 

༺♥︎ Not lucky for you in turn, you didn’t have anyone in your life that you saw a future with... well, except for one boy but it’s because he’s different 

༺♥︎ Choi Beomgyu, huh? Your best friend, but you knew would never like you back since you’d been best friends ever since you were in diapers

༺♥︎ But that was okay on your part... as long as he was happy, then it was okay- we won’t mention the fact that you’d cry your heart out if you didn’t end up together however it was all okay :)

༺♥︎ You arrived as soon as you could so as to not be too late and find a good seat to see everything

༺♥︎ But once you saw him, he dashed towards you and your heart melted

༺♥︎ Okay, you had to admit- Beomgyu looked so good in that formal tuxedo that you wanted to cry :(( gosh, why’d you have to go and fall in love with your best friend of all people?

༺♥︎ “I saved a seat for you,” he hummed, grabbing your hand and leading you towards the table where your friends were sitting before you could protest

༺♥︎ Through the whole ceremony, you could feel tears in your eyes with the speeches and how heartfelt the whole important part of the wedding was... you were just so happy for them, and Beomgyu even teased you for a bit before scooting closer to your chair with his

༺♥︎ Soon enough, it was time for dancing after the newlywed couple stated their vows and you just wanted to die now

༺♥︎ You weren’t sure what to do... so you ran up to Beomgyu who was already on the dance floor by himself, hoping that he would accept since he knew you hated being social with other people

༺♥︎ AND ALSO BECAUSE YOURE WHIPPED FOR HIM BUT SOMEONE WANTS TO KEEP A SECRETTTT 😩🙄

༺♥︎ With a shy and almost too quiet whisper, you pulled him right beside you and clenched your fists just to ask- “will you dance with me?”

༺♥︎ The smile on Beomgyu’s face was absolutely priceless and he took you by the hands to share one of the most beautiful moments he’d ever had in his life

༺♥︎ On his side he was too scared to ask you in fear that you’d reject him but... him? Not Taehyun, but him that you were comfortable dancing with?

༺♥︎ Homeboy’s heart did way too many leaps for his own good omg

༺♥︎ His hands went perfectly with yours, and it felt just right for his hands to carefully slide onto your waist

༺♥︎ Once the saxophone started playing... you knew you would never turn back now... it was only natural for him to bring you towards him- closer than before

༺♥︎ “I just want to be like this with you forever,” he whispered into your ear, holding you as close as he could that you were sure he could hear your heartbeat

༺♥︎ “Who said we can’t...? Just stay like this, please,” you begged, swaying to the beat of “Careless Whisper” with him

༺♥︎ You wrapped your arms around his neck, leaning into his warm embrace and he laid his head right beside yours

༺♥︎ This was all so wrong... but it felt so right... 

༺♥︎ The loud voice of the announcer pierced your ears, but you were way too immersed in dancing with Beomgyu the way best friends never should consider in the first place

༺♥︎ You just weren’t able to let go of this moment just yet... not when you felt pure bliss with him alone

༺♥︎ He wasn’t intending on letting you go either, just holding you in his arms for as long as he could because it could’ve been the only time he showed you his true feelings

༺♥︎ BUT PLONK- You felt something hit the other side of your head and before it could fall on the floor, thankfully your instincts caught it and once you realized what was in the palms of your hands...

༺♥︎ ... a bouquet? 

༺♥︎ You heard several screams coming from your friends and you realized-- this bouquet showed that you were going to be the next one to be married out of everyone???!!!

༺♥︎ Beomgyu just smiled at you and tenderly cupped your cheeks, pulling you in for a kiss that had your stomach growing more butterflies compared to the slow dance

༺♥︎ ... now that bouquet was way too fast, but you weren’t complaining about the kiss itself ;)

강 태형:

༺♥︎ You were so happy to be working in one of the best shops ever- one that sells boba <3

༺♥︎ You’d been going there for quite a while and hearing that they were hiring new people made you want to get a job just for some extra cash on the side- or just in case !

༺♥︎ ++ not only did you get a new job... but you got a new crush :/

༺♥︎ I MEAN WHO COULD BLAME YOU??? This boy was so sweet and he treated you so well even if you were a co-worker to him... how could you not?

༺♥︎ Sometimes you’d even get some boba together on break and you felt yourself falling for him even more :((

༺♥︎ He really brought out the best in you, huh? You were a shy person from the start, but you were able to get out of your shell more thanks to him and how much he made you laugh

༺♥︎ One day, a blond boy who was stalling at the counter stood there for a long time, but he wasn’t looking at the menu--

༺♥︎ Instead he was staring at you, and you wanted to die out of embarrassment... because why would he be looking at you like that?!

༺♥︎ “Excuse me? I think I’m ready to order.”

༺♥︎ He grinned at you and he was handsome- but he wasn’t as handsome as Taehyun (in your opinion, but let’s be honest- taehyun rlly is handsomest boy ever 😌)

༺♥︎ “Could I um.... get brown sugar milk tea, please?

༺♥︎ You chuckled awkwardly to yourself, putting it in the machine, “is that a-all?”

༺♥︎ More than anything, you wanted to get out of that unnerving situation... you hoped that he wouldn’t order anything else until he opened his mouth again

༺♥︎ “Oh, yeah! Could I get a date with you right after your shift is done?”

༺♥︎ Out of the corner, you could tell Taehyun was shooting daggers at this interaction and you-- you subtly looked at him but it was enough for him to come to your side

༺♥︎ Taehyun took your place and you stood behind him, pretending to make the drink- but you were more focused on what his reaction would be

༺♥︎ His voice was really quiet that you weren’t able to pick it all up though it was enough to send chills down your back even though it wasn’t even directed towards you

༺♥︎ “That’s... unprofessional... you better not. I’m going to... don’t do... again... mine...”

༺♥︎ Good thing no one else did this to you... and finally, it was closing time which meant no more flirty customers yayayaya <3

༺♥︎ You pulled Taehyun aside to the kitchen. “Thank you so much, Hyun,” you sighed, handing him his favorite drink before you could drop it from how icy it was

༺♥︎ He smiled gratefully at you, giving you your favorite boba drink in return, “of course! I’m so happy that you come to me whenever you feel uncomfortable! It says a lot about your trust in me.”

༺♥︎ Both of you take the opportunity of silence for a sip of your drinks and sigh in delight :(( it tasted sm better when it was made by your favorite person :((

༺♥︎ After that small little moment, you hang up your apron and decide to go home for the day. You didn’t want to deal with anything if it happened again for the time being since Taehyun went home earlier than you

༺♥︎ You didn’t want to be alone without him okay :(( he made living sm better more than anyone else :(( 

༺♥︎ Glancing at the clock on the right, Taehyun decided to take a chance and hurriedly took your hands into his before you could open the door yourself

༺♥︎ “How about I take you out for a real date this time since we’re closing early? It’d be nice to spend time with you somewhere else other than here.”

༺♥︎ You could feel your smile get even wider, and you squeezed his warm hand back.

༺♥︎ “Of course, Hyun!”

휴닝가이:

༺♥︎ It was such a beautiful day to be at the park today <3 the sun was shining brightly and the birds were happily singing... it was breathtaking to be there at 12pm- right when lessons were coming to a close because of summer !

༺♥︎ Especially when your crush (that you hang out with whenever both of you are free), Kai, brought out his guitar just for fun

༺♥︎ He had an amazing voice and just... hearing him strum and sing his heart out boldly made you tear up

༺♥︎ All your life, you wanted to get a guitar but you weren’t sure if you could even buy one considering the personal pros and cons. 

༺♥︎ Not to mention you were busy with jobs and classes anyway so it wouldn’t be good to buy something that wouldn’t be frequently used in the end

༺♥︎ Did you mention that Kai had the most gorgeous, beautiful, special, prettiest voice ever?

༺♥︎ No matter what, you would drop everything just to hear him sing about anything his heart wanted and that really was what you wanted- more so if he could sing to you :(( 

༺♥︎ BUT THATS WISHFUL THINKING SDFLKSJ

༺♥︎ At one point, Hyuka asked if you wanted to play and you decided... why not? You were tired of just looking at the still water, although you could never get bored of hearing his voice over and over again

༺♥︎ Getting situated with him, he sat by your side as you held onto one side of the guitar as he did with the other

༺♥︎ You weren’t sure what to do so your mind kept screaming yolo in your head- AND YOUR HEART JUST NEEDED TO CALM DOWN OR ELSE HE WOULD DEFINITELY SEE IT

༺♥︎ Just a second later, his hand collided against yours and you both shyly murmured a sorry before you strummed your first chord with a hesitant, yet ready right hand

༺♥︎ The smile on his face when you did so made your heart see fireworks for the first time- just like how he met you

༺♥︎ You held on to the guitar awkwardly, fumbling around with the strings in order, wondering quietly if you could even play a song with only those six notes when all of a sudden-

༺♥︎ “Are you two dating? That’s just the cutest thing ever, look!”

༺♥︎ Kai and you shared a confused glance, and you wanted to answer but your mind was reeling with what to respond with when your shyness got the best of you

༺♥︎ Instead he answered for you, sending them a warm smile that made your chest feel warm

༺♥︎ “Aren’t they so wonderfully talented? I’m helping them learn for the first time and I’m hoping they’ll be able to enjoy it as much as I do.”

༺♥︎ um that took a second to comprehend in your head 😭

༺♥︎ like waIT DID HE JUST SAY???!!! THAT???!!

༺♥︎ AND HE DIDN’T DENY THE FACT THAT YOU WERE DATING EVEN THO YOU REALLY WEREN’T???!!!

༺♥︎ Your face felt as hot as a whistling kettle and you gripped onto the beige guitar tightly

༺♥︎ “I’m sure they will,” the other boy replied, holding tight onto his girlfriend as if he were threatened by the musician, “now come on, let’s go continue our walkkk!”

༺♥︎ Thankfully the social interaction went as soon as it came... you hated when strangers just commented on whatever when they didn’t really have to

༺♥︎ But now the carefree atmosphere was awkward with Kai and you wanted to die when he broke the quietness of it all

༺♥︎ “You know... you’re really shy,” he chuckled, pulling the guitar on his lap when you chose to let go

༺♥︎ “Ugh, Kai, I already know so don’t even start... but you’re not one to talk since you didn’t even deny the fact that we are dating.”

༺♥︎ When you accidentally said this out loud he laughed to himself, speaking to no one in particular-

༺♥︎ “Well, maybe I want to be with you instead of denying the fact altogether...

༺♥︎ ... wait, did I just say that out loud?”

༺♥︎ It was your turn to laugh at him now, and you laid your head on his shoulder as gently as you could

༺♥︎ “Great way to ask your crush out, you dufus!”

Posted: June 4, 2021 (8:03pm)

Thoughts: I hope this is what you asked for <3 I wasn’t sure if I did it right... or if it’s that creative in the first place bu=t I hope you enjoyed it :) ! And this idea is literally the cutest thing coming from a shy person ! I HAD A LOT OF FUN WRITING IT, SO THANK YOU SM FOR REQUESTING THISSS 😭😭

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[jjunis-moved]

OMG well-- double update yay!

first, that ynlia crumbs-- finally! that's so cute, i hope it continues. they are so precious 🥺❤️ for me, to swallow your pride, admit your mistakes and find courage to apologize, those are BIG steps! i'm so proud of you yn!! yn should stop degrading herself. she's pretty, smart and talented too! arin being adorable, sorry, i have to mention arin because i love her. i won't talk about yntyun so i don't sound like a simp for taehyun, KIDDING, i will never stop talking about ghosting!taehyun until i found a bestie like him. and soobin what's that? soobin wants to reach out and fails 🤧 it's okay soob. maybe try again next time.

okay next, hyunjin is hilarious af but that's really a good advice. our poor boy waiting for 6 freaking days because yn is just being mean to him :< at least give a reply. glad yn took hyunjin's advice. that's a cute yngyu interaction, he remembers that day omg pls i can imagine how his face automatically lights up as soon as he read the message, go beomgyu!! i'm still rooting for you, claim your smau! show them you're the main lead in this story 🤣 kinda remembered cysm mv in that blender thingy omg. should we forgive beomgyu? i might forgive him because i can't stay mad at him but i'm not yn or am i?? lol

anw, hoping for everyone's better days. maybe yn and beomgyu should talk in person just like taegyu. well, only if yn totally forgive him and ready to talk. but yes, i understand they are both awkward. maybe soobin should join the talk so all of them will be awkward kidding 😭

okay, my feedback is lame. my brain is not functioning well rn but i enjoyed it a lot. my wisdom tooth is coming out and it freaking hurts plus i did my internship the whole day, okay that's enough TMI. anw, i love the update, thank you so much dani. how are you feeling today? i hope you are doing great, eating and resting well. stay healthy and safe. can't wait for the next chapter! fighting~

p.s. didn't proofread this, sorry in advance if i made mistakes. wtf i still wrote a lot even i'm this lame today. charl can't shut up her mouth 🤣

tyunyn? yngyu? nahhh we stan ynsu/ynlia in this household!!! yn really tried to be a better person after everything that happened, she's like "you BITCH it's time to SWALLOW your pride and stop being such an ASSHOLE" to herself lmaooo but we're proud!!! our girl's growing!!! and it's ok if she starts degrading herself hyunjin will be right there to aggressively yell at her that she's perfect the way she is lmao

arin is a big ol softie too, she and lia really balance out the pseudo aggressiveness between the boys i love them

tyun pls he's so sweet 🥺 him asking what was the reason why she wanted to call him bc he just got home and he's hungry af but if she's feeling down he'll give her attention right away :(

soobin trying to be nice once and not knowing how to act is actually such a mood lmaoo i'm here for you soob let's be socially inept together 😭

ajsjhsjdks they still have a lot to talk about but at least she alleviated beomgyu's worries a lil bit. just imagine him seeing her being ok and friendly with everyone but him while he's still on read after 6 days #staystrongbeomgyu ✊😔 he was happy for lia but at the same time he was like damn why am i the only one she's still mad at...... but yeah he got all happy when he realized it was yn bc he was 100% sure he had left her furious or smth :(

NOOOOOO JUST IMAGINE yn beomgyu and soobin all sitting at a table together and staring at each other like 😐😶🤨 "so....." jahdjshdhsj that would be so funny

pls it's not lame!!! and oof wisdom teeth are the worst, they hurt so much 😭 hope your pain goes away soon. how's the internship going tho???

i'm all good, had to deal with some irl stressful stuff but now i'm just chilling with my niece while she watches cartoons so i'm feeling better now lol

and stoppp you're not lame 😔 gonna call hyunjin to yell at you and yn at the same time

take care charl, i hope you get some rest and have sweet dreams when you go to bed <3

[raspberrygyus]

Hi 👋 I have been a new followers since abt 3-4 days n I wanted to let u know that I'm in love with HOLD YOUR BREATH - honestly, the way u have written r every single word 😔👏 u have me hooked.

On the other hand _ the deaths devastated me _ Jake bcoz he gas been through thick n thin with the mc and Sunoo bcoz .... well, he is Sunoo 😭🤌 like who the hell tries to hurt him come fight me istg 🤜

No but really, Sunoo was my last straw. He didn't even have much screentime (?) and yet he is one of my favs if not my fav (pls I think I can go on n on abt why he is my fav but I think I should stop here).

As for her girl best friend ............................lmaooo.

What the hell is up with her 🤚💀 I swear at this point if she saw a dead body n Minho passing by it _ the first thing she would inform would probably be "I saw prof Minho".

No but seriously what is up with her .... her best friend is being stalked by a psycho ...... why is she so chill ?

I read the post where u said that the whole friend grp was the definition of id ego n superego _ her being the id which means immediate gratification without thinking abt any consequences. I'm kinda just baffled at this cause if I were her (id) I'd follow her like a shadow, I'd even follow her to the washroom (that's what I mean by doing anything without thinking abt the consequence) _ seriously tho, I'd be worried n basically do anything for her not to be alone n then there's her 💀.

Infact it would have been better if it were her with the mc in place of Jake n Sunoo :

1) I'm assuming this is set in Korea (considering the majority of the characters) - n in Korea (or in almost all Asian countries) same sex relationships are non-existent (bcoz of the society), so when u see two girls together, the first thought will always be "oh they r friends" never "oh they r lovers".

2) The main reason why the stalker even thought of eliminating Jake n Sunoo bcoz they were men (opposite gender) n spent much time with the mc _ which the stalker automatically assumed bcoz they liked her romantically.

Other than that I love ur writing💖 _ I'm really not kidding, I waiting for this sick bastard to get caught, i'll be waiting 🥳

#avengeJake #avengeSunoo (they deserved better)

OK WOW that's an impressively long ask, it was truly a remarkable read.

I'm glad you liked the story, and hopefully it will retain its coherency as I write because sometimes it's just rambles on feelings for characters.

Sunoo really didn't get a lot of screentime, though, right? That's mostly just poor planning on my part, to be honest, there's a lot of timeskips in between because I was worried the story was dragging on for too long and not a lot of action was happening. I was planning in elaborating his character but then I have this really nasty habit of not sticking to my plot plan to a T...

Which I think comes to the next part about Sooji—like I mentioned earlier, I never really wanted her to go past a certain point, and she was always meant to be a window for the viewers to explain what happens that doesn't get written. Both Sooji and Soobin were supposed to play roles that allowed viewers to see what happens to the other characters that Y/N doesn't interact with. It was really meant for me as a cheat code to lay out some of the off-screen actions might not be accessible because of the limited point of view. I think part of it has to do with the fact that this isn't a written fic, adding on to the fact that I wanted this to be a solely Y/N-limited viewpoint (at least for the social media part, but I ended up breaking that so that was a hard pass.)

However, I think what you said really makes sense, I'll make a note of it the next time I write something like this again (I think I just need to do more research), and mostly because it's just poor storytelling on my part (and me starting this story without fully fleshing out the story from the get-go so there were a lot of changes that were made to the story as it progressed). I'll be fully sure to actually plan out my stories and make sure that characters stay relatable. Or rather, the next time around, I'll attempt a story that isn't so ambitious. This was a story that I had in mind for years, but only the major points of the story were determined, whereas the in-betweens were very vague...

I did also think of why Y/N wouldn't spend time with Sooji because she was afraid of Sooji getting hurt. The reason why was not because the stalker might see her as a potential love rival, but solely because the stalker would do anything to get anyone, regardless of that person is a man or a woman, out of the way. Jake was never considered as a romantic interest but because he was protective of her, he was killed. If Y/N were to stick to Sooji, then she, as a protector of Y/N, would have been in danger as well, not to mention Soobin, who is in the same boat, role-wise. I didn't have any intention of killing them off because they still have roles to play, but I guess it's just another page in a book now.

The id, ego, and superego were only meant to be decision making aspects, because for the three of them, Soobin was the mature one who was always protective, whereas Sooji was the one who would always enable Y/N to do just whatever. Perhaps if I had adjusted her role in the beginning to be a mere friend instead of a best friend, it would maybe make sense...or a superficial friend of sorts who's kinda flimsy in terms of her loyalty. Her role has been reworked a little bit, and there will be parts later on in the story to fill in the gaps that need filling, and I will explain why she acts the way she does as the story reaches its climax...

Whereas Soobin will be phased out.

Thank you so much for the long ask and the constructive criticism! I'll work these into the rest of the story and upcoming stories. Hope the rest of the story will continue to hold interest ;; I really, really appreciate your comments!

I think I should stick to writing romance/angst after this lol /lies down

[virgocity]

POWER COUPLE POWER HOUR

It’s Wednesday! She has fancy beer and I have junk food so @bigtiddymatthew and I are having a long overdue joint Tumblr night!

We are both accepting the usual stuff (fuck, marry, kill + advice requests + relationship questions, etc) but we also each have a couple of suggestions for what we’d like to talk about/play!

Me:

Send me and idol and I’ll tell you 3 of their kinks

Send me a NSFW headcanon for Hendery or Tendery and I’ll be your best friend for life

Leave me a review on Fear and inspire me to write the next chapter :(

Send me any sort of NCT asks!!! Most Likely To’s are my favorite but I just love talking about them.

...pls talk to me about Hendery ✌️😔✌️

Request mood boards or alignment charts!

Ask me about Nic bc she’s my baby and I like talking about her.

NEW ASK GAME -- Send me “I’m a (idol/ship) stan -- fuck me up” with either a  😏,  😭 or a 😍 for a NSFW, angsty or fluffy headcanon respectively.

Nicole:

Make Me Choose

Smash or Pass

Send her a song and she’ll tell you what smell she thinks the song would have

Send her an idol or a ship and she’ll tell you some things that remind her of them

Ask Nic about me bc she’s my baby and I like when she talks about me lmao

Ask her NSFW stuff so I can watch her squirm

Talk to her about J-Hope, Soobin, Minghao, Hyerin, Solar or Jooe!

Let’s party! We love you guys and we miss talking to you regularly. You support us and show us all kinds of love so please let us entertain you.

[boba-beom]

i’m doing fine, i’m just writing here and there, trying to get back into writing since i’ve been 😴 for a few weeks now

im also in a smut phase rn bcs i’m reading smut on top of smut omg, i usually don’t even read this much 😭

And also! Beomgyu’s hair!!!! I usually like darker colored hair on him, but the brown makes him look so soft and precious :,) It rlly makes me think of him being a bear, and i just wanna hug him 😔 but rumor is going around that it’s actually a wig 😳 I can’t tell, myself, but what if he had rlly short hair underneath the wig? I love with idols have either super long hair or super short hair and i think it would fit beomgyu.

But in all honesty, I didn’t have a bias in txt until lovesong era, and in that era, Beomgyu became my bias. It was all bcs of his HAIR and bcs EMO BEOMGYU UGH i LOVE emo beomgyu lololol

but how are you? I hope you’re healthy and happy, and eating well and all that!!! <3

- sunshine elf

I can’t believe I never came round to answering this jgnekjgn I thought I lost it forever but it was in my drafts— it’s been a busy week 😭

I'm here thinking so hard if any of my moots loved emo beomgyu that much but I guess we all did HAHAH but I feel you entirely! I haven’t read a lot of smut until very recently and ngl I’m just so fascinated by the way these writers write?! idk the writing styles differs and it’s so interesting because it kind of inspires me to write better, if that makes sense?

I mean, dark hair on any of the members will always remain superior imo, but something about dark hair on beomgyu has my heart racing and the butterflies fluttering 🥺 and he just looks more of a tapioca pearl hehe I don’t believe it’s a wig 🤭 I think it’s his actual hair but it’s just sprayed over with brown hair spray, just like how hueningkai’s hair was sprayed the same brown to hide his platinum hair soooo 👀 it’s just a guess ofc, but I’ve slightly convinced myself that beomgyu may have like rose gold kinda hair? when he was on freehug radio with changmin, his hair looked like it had some sort of pink undertone to it— unless this is just me trying so hard to convince myself lmao BUT I agree with you, beomgyu could literally pull of any length hair, like excuse me???? his pending mullet hair has me W E A K ugh

that sounds about right LMAOO picking biases are so difficult, they really said no roles other than leader soobin HAHAH I will forever cherish and miss emo beomgyu, what a time to be alive dngjerj I can sense all your love for emo beomgyu omg but pls, taehyun and his faded out blonde hair with his brown roots, idk what it is but I was OBSESSED with that hair colour on him 🤧 it just looks so natural on him AAA

but I am doing alright, angel<3 I woke up feeling quite groggy the whole day and suddenly didn’t feel well so I took my medication and took a nice nap, other than that uni’s just occupying my time and I feel awful because I haven’t posted anything since christmas and it’s almost valentine’s day 😖 and I SHOULD finish my valentine’s series from last year fjkngkej I just have tyunning to do :p but we’ll see how busy I’ll be

I also hope you’re all good and healthy also! don’t forget to stay hydrated and wrap up if you’re in a cold area! ‘til next time sunshine elf!!

[choibyus]

Hello hello!

I think I'll eventually fight tumblr because half of my ask disappeared 😭 BUT about their vogue shoot I'm not okay aha ha ha 😭😭 I’ll be sending you this once I’m off anon but I have a screenshot of beomjun AND SOOBIN PHOTOBOMBING IN THE BACK! I REALLY HAVE THE CHOI LINE MAKING ME SPEECHLESS AND ALL ;-; they just looked so good— idk why I just remembered this but I just remembered from your prev reply to my asks when you were like "who's celine?" PLS ✋😭💀 fngrne there's also that one clip when yeonjun's mouthing 'I'm a motherfuckin' starboy'. Nothing's gonna hold this guy back, and moas made edits of starboy over that clip so quickly too— txt cursing era is truly something I never thought I'd be fascinated about HAHA

but anywho I HAVE NEWS! I managed to place an order for tcc: foe but on amazon HAHAH I just can't believe all this time I was searching in person and on the music shop's website when I could have ordered it from amazon the whole time 🧍‍♀️ and not only is it much cheaper, but it's next day delivery too! Perhaps there might be the twice album you've been looking for on there too! Fingers crossed ✋😔

BUT GIRL FJGNLK DON'T EVEN MENTION HYUKA GROWING INTO HIS FEATURES!!!??!@$£@£% I have this one tiktok (and I'll probably send the link to you once I come off anon) but it was literally what I would see whenever I charged my phone, because model hueningkai is up there for me >< Models should be happy he decided to be an idol, otherwise we all know there would be so many agencies calling his way 🧎‍♀️🧎‍♀

NOOO NOT BEOMGYU'S NOOT NOOT I'm so down bad for this man, he's made me experience so many emotions I didn't think was possible sighhh BUT I'm not sure if you watch Bistro Shigor since gyu's been a guest for the past two episodes, but everyone there literally looks after him so well:(( and his little mannerisms during the show is just so pleasant and adorable to watch! I recommend highly! It aires every thursday 7pm kst in case you wanna watch! There's just no subtitles when it aires, but it'll usually take a few days for it to appear~ I'm just so happy to see them guesting in these shows and having their own schedules ^^ But I do hope he's getting enough rest along with the other members regardless

Ahhh!! I'm truly hoping you'll enjoy spending time with your boyfriend and his family for new years! It's always so exciting when it comes to celebrating with new people hehe And since it's christmas in two days, I'm hoping you receive the loveliest gifts and I'm hoping you'll like what I have prepared for you <33 we're gonna be saying hello to 2022 very soon omg~ do you have any wishes or aspirations for the new year?? I hoping for everyone to be in good health for next year ^^ Take care, May! And I'll be back tomorrow for my final ask as an anon on christmas eve!!

— Secret MOA 🎁

hi secret moa!!

YESSS PLS SEND ME THAT SCREENSHOT!! i would love to see it 😭😭 TXT CURSING ERA gives me sm power oml and they all rly looked so good got us all speechless and all!!

YAY!! i'm so glad you were able to get your hands on it and update me on who you pull omg!!!

AND PLS SEND ME THAT TIKTOK TOO PLS 😭😭 hyuka looks so good mann..... like that shoot........ soobin is competing w huening rn for that bias wrecker spot ngl LOL

I NEED TO WATCH BEOMGYU ON BISTRO SHIGOR!! i saw little clips of him on twitter and the way in which he's so kind and helpful to his castmates but also the customers 😭😭 i'm so soft

I WILL LOVE WHAT YOU PREPARED FOR ME (even tho i have no idea what it is rn BUT STILL!!!) i also hope you receive the loveliest gifts as well <3 hmm, a lot of my goals for the next year have to do with academia but i also hope that everyone i know will also have good health and wishes as well! TALK TO YOU SOON secret moa!!

[iyeonjuni]

BALLET??? wow that's so cool i have such mad respect for ballet dancers bc just how do your feet move like that 🤨 i took one lesson in my class and let's just say it is not my forte 😍😍 i'm happy that your gathering went well and the food can be so much sometimes like allow my stomach to breathe 😖😖

THANK YOU BESTIE ☹️☹️ i'm assuming it went well too considering my dance teacher was extra nice to us after like she took us out for pizza like what 😩 i must say preparing for everything can be a pain (like literal pain i SPRAINED my ankle at one point) but once the real thing comes it's so much fun!! THE GATHERING WAS FUN i once again had to take care of the little urchins 😐😐 but they're COOL and yes the food was good 😩😩 i actually have another one this week for christmas it's gonna be more chaotic 😔

AW THATS SO NICE OF YOUR FRIEND OMG ☹️☹️ ugh not val gatekeeping 😐 LMFAO I JUST SAW THEIR REBLOG like damn A WATCHDOG???? someone needs to get them to touch grass i say you and i do it 😍😍 IS THE TAEHYUNATOR JEL?? PLS I SAW YOUR POST AND THEIR REPLIES TOO AND JEL'S REPLY??? VAL TINGLE?? AND VALS ASK TO JEL LIKE WAS LOVELY GENUINELY OKAY??? that's too funny i'm sorry 😭✋i was catching up on my dash in case you couldn't tell 😍😍 the things that go on when i'm not there to witness damn 😩😩 and yeah you got a beomgyunator here too 😐 so are you gonna give me or 🙄🙄 but it's okay i will not push any further unlike some people *cough cough* 😕🙏

YES YES IM ALREADY SO FAR BEHIND HELP ME watch me get to it and i see your post "casted is now finished thank you all for reading!"

- 😶‍🌫️

RIGHT LIKE MY FEET DEFINITELY CAN'T MOVE LIKE THAT and agree i'm not really flexible so i can't do any of the ballet moves as well ,, and true though as long as we HAPPY then we good with the food

omg your dance teacher is so nice??? but oh no remember to rest your ankle and take care of yourself!! don't GET INJURED BE CAREFUL NEXT TIME and i'm glad your gathering went well!! and right christmas is so soon .. more gatherings to come indeed i have one coming soon EEE

HELP it is OKAY i will protect the soobins and the taehyuns THE REPLIES WERE SO FUNNY yes the taehyunator is jel ,, i saw the ask as well IM SURE LOVELY IS OKAY .. and it is alright THE DASH DO GOT A LOT GOING ON and when i wake up i end up just scrolling to catch up as well .. Now About the Beomgyu . i would like a payment of yeonjuns upfront .

DON'T WORRY CASTED ISN'T ENDING ANY TIME SOON (i think) so TAKE YOUR TIME